winnie the pooh

i would blog more often, but whenever i get on the computer, i always forget what i wanna write about.

anyways life in general right now is pretty sweeeeeeeeeeeet >:]

summer is going pretty welll. i'm not stressed, i'm having fun, and it's a great feeling to know that you have someone. someone special >:] someone that sings to you and gives you massages, even if theyre really bad at it. jus kidding but yeaah :D HAHA

and to have friends that you can depend on for stuff, and have them trust you wit their life too. it's pretty cool.

SUMMER'S ENDING. me and daniel are late bloomers haha but it's okay, we'll make the best of it!

seeing the seniors, most of them for the last time before theyre off to college, it's sad :[ really really really sad

school's in a month. wow. JUNIOR YEAR IS GONNA SUCKK but will be fun at the same time, i know it hahah.

i met new kids when i ambassadored last monday. EVERYONE CAME ON THAT DAY it was intense haha, superbusy but i liked it. people are nice :D

CK BONFIRE ON THE 28TH GO OR I STAB YOU. open invite, join the fb event group thing >:]
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i don't wanna write about my every day since i last blogged, so i won't. jus some general thoughts tho, it's been fun. it's getting productive, not really. it's been cute that's fsho ;] and im sleeping a lot more now haha especially during the day.

HAPPY

AAAAAAAAAAAH

SUMMER! / seniors :[ / WERE JUNIORS ! :D

this 08-09 school year went by WAAAAAAAAAAY too fast. and it was the best school year i've had so far, i'm pretty sure. things seem to go by faster when you're enjoying it more? i don't know, but there were much things about this year that i will remember and that i will miss. ESPECIALLY the seniors :[ the class of 2009 is prolly the BEST CLASSS EVER (cept our class :D) LOL but honestly though, you guys are amazing. i would like to address some seniors that made my sophomore year a lot better.

these are the seniors i've befriended over the last couple of years, and ESPECIALLY this year. i love these people a lot. like a lot.

Veronica Chou - :DD thank god (&daniel) i met you. you're really chill, and loving, and iono i don't wanna repeat stuff i wrote on the letter i gave you yesterday at graduation xD really though, you were a huge impact in my sophomore life. you made everything a lot happier, and i don't know, i would've not done a lot of things if i didn't meet you.
Jenelle Soller - NEIGHBORR! BIG SISTER that's better than vanessa xD HAHA sike. you did treat me like your baby brother though [: you were always nice to me. ALWAYS. i don't remember you ever saying one mean thing to me :D you had that crazy but chill personality. i hope you go home a lot, i'm jus a couple of steps away! if i don't move tho. xD you were an excellent CK co-pres. this year's CK was A LOT OF FUN. you took care of me and vanessa, and i guess, gave us some good advice for the future. you felt comfortable talking shit about people wit me around xD i guess that makes me kinnna feel special!
Aprwil Del Mundo - I PROMISE I WILL TAKE CARE OF LITTLE MARVI <3 xD you were also a freakinn amazing CK co-pres. you were SUUPER busy this year. you sacrificed your time and sleep to succeed in this world, and i find that... inspiring. thanks for inviting me to your debut :D it was a LOT of fun. you have a crazy future ahead of you<3
Frances Castillo - CUTIEEEEPIEEEEEEE ! as i said in that letter i wrote you, i will miss your random hugs A LOT. everytime we see each other, i get a cute happy hug :D and it always makes my day. we spent alot of time chillen in CK for talent show and PCN :D and those were super duper fun. ima look out for christine! ima regulate her boys HAHAH<3 bye frances! gluck at USC!
Jan Redondo - you're basically a piece of god. HAHA cuz you are amazing at every little thing you do, and you do them beautifully. i can never get sick of hearin your sports reports every morning. thanks for being like a big bro to me. taking me home and giving me talks about life. seeing you yesterday in your cap and gown.. i was like.. damn, jan's leaving. what's goin to happen to whitney? [: pleaaase chill wit your soph boys again :D
Jane Han - i was REALLLLLY sad yesterday that i couldn't find you in graduation :[ i guess i have jonathan han to remind me of you LOL. kinna weird but. yeahhh we got pretty close this year. deep but PUBLIC talks on facebook xD text sessions when we're right in front of each other. we kinna jus stopped talkin for a while, but i'ma text you a lotttttt, i promise. heheh i jus texted you right now
Thomas Chun - yes, i did tear up when i saw you last night. this is what happened: me and alex came up to you, and you were like OMGGGGG GUYSS<3333 :[[[[[[[ then we hugged juicily and you were like IM NOT GONNA CRY ANYMORE! and me and alex were like LOOK AT OUR CUTE LITTLE FACES, then you looked, and you got really sad, and that made me really saddd :[ i will miss your man-kisses and man-buttsqueezes haha xD you were really fun. and it was cute when you sang for shelley at senior prod. you're jus cute in general. i love you <3
Roneal Desai - you would make an amazing big brother. you're really nice, modest, STYLISH, you smell good, you're SMART, and caring. takin me and daniel out to random dinners was pretty cute. ima miss your unnecessary compliments, the way you say HI LOWELL YOURE SO CUTE, and how you jus love your underclassmen. you have a crazy future ahead of you bro, i already see you as a businessman.
Shelley Xu - youre pretty cute too! hahah you & thomas. :]] we coulda been super close if i did track. but jus smilin in the hallways is good :]
Diana Chen - yeaaaaah i shoulda joined track huh? i bet you missed my really really bad running form from winter track practices xD haha i will miss your cuteness in the hallways too. goodluck!
Rachel Rilloraza - you knoww this whole time i didn't really know your last name xD we had some good memories during CK talent show practices. driving dangerously with sticks in your car. we weren't even sitting on the seats.. haha xD and you drive like a BAMF too xD fun stuff tho, fun stuffff.
Maria Bolanos - HEEY WSUUUUP SINGER! sorry for always buggin you in French xD hi maria! hi maria! hi maria! youre really cute. and small, especially small! haha. and talented too. goodluck!
Chris Paiji - PERFECT paiji. STANFORD!?? :[ you're my role model. i know you hear this from me everyday in math class, but chris paiji, i love you. :DD i will miss you a LOTTTTTT. i wanna go to stanford too :D wait for me
Craig Machado - you= beast. ima miss sneakily feelin up your mohawk when im walkin behind you in the hallways xD i really liked your mohawk, why'd you get rid of it :[ and you do crazy flips and what not. you're amazing in general.
Timothy Ko - my TAEKWONDO instructor. ish. i remember sparring you for a test once, and i got rocked. i touched you like once, and you kicked me like 200 times. HAHA that was sad. i was like green belt that time too? and you were like 3rd degree black xD anyways, you're a beast too. good luck wherever you're goin. hope i encounter you sometime by the TKD place. <3
Zachary Abelson - THE HOTTIE OF WHITNEY is leaving :[ goodluck bein hot somewhere else! youre pretty chill and you are the god of the sax.
Sherman Ng - kinna random but i can't leave you out, cuz you're really funny xD our french skit was effin hilarious. you look good in a lot of wigs ! hahahaha xD that's one less kid for our french class next year! goodluck.
Samee Vohra - youu make fun of me a lot :[[ and me and jane han. and what not. aye, goodjob in choir this year lol. and bein the only senior in volleyball. and whatever your job was in ASB. ima miss you even though you were really mean LOL. at least you give nice hugs.
Tony Park- the craaazy guy. you make me ROFL a lott hahaha. i like how you're a korean in club kai mafia! you're really entertaining as a friend, lol. <3 gluck
Kimberly Morris - thanks for the rides! you're really talented too. i can see where ashley gets it from!
Sam Garcia- MY BOYFRIENDDDDDDDDDD DON'T LEAVE. visit whitney for me! not april! cuz you're my boyfriend not hers. hahah you're a greaaat guy man. since you're jus goin to CSULB, come back a lot tho. pickk me up let's chilllll B]


hopefully i didn't miss anyone. to all the graduating seniors ( or whitney alumni ) in general, goodluck in college. you all have something craaaazy ahead of you :D i will miss you guys a LOTTTTTT and come back and let's talk!

i cannot believe ima junior now. and vanessa's a senior? wtf lol. im slowly climbin upp the food chain.

everyone's gonnna be seniors next year. vanessa, papawayne, jonathan, raymond, jenny, lydia, ??!? :[[[[[

JUNIORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRS<3

09

so i kinnaaaa jus forgot about blogger hahahh well cuz i jus remembered my password today and i kinna dont have a lot of free time in my hands anymore.

but things have died down. talent show and sadies are over.

i gotta say tho, talent show turned out amazingly. haah and sadies was fun. other than it being infested with so many little kids. it was fun tho. goodjob c/o 11 and 12. [:

right now im stuck babysitting my little cousin -_- i think hes like 4 years old? but holy shit i am not lookin forward to being a father haha. i had to wipe his ass after he took a crap. WTF LUL i dont enjoy wiping asses of other beings.

and he wanted to play with my little sisters' toys? like barbies and stuff. he got really annoying so i kinna jus let him. i wonder what his dads gonna say HAHA

yeah right now he's on the other computer playing playhouse disney. i swear the music is gettin really annoying. mickey mouse wont shut the hell up manggg

ehh but yeah i got really siick of lookin after him i jus kinna decided to post somethin on this thing.

life's a drag when you procrastinate.

after volleyball errday i go out to eat or w.e. and i sleep right when i get home. then i wake up at 10-11ish and start my hw. and i finish at like 1. sometimes 4.

-_________- and i wake up all cranky the next day. i fall asleep in chem, and miss so much info i'd need for quizzes and tests. then the whole retarded sleeping cycle starts again.

im stuupeeh i know i can do better than that. eh.


w.e. i don't think i'm failing anything right now. its all good.

soo my first preseason vball game was jus last friday, two days ago. i got called a double on my first set and i stepped in on my first serve. LOL FAIL but other than that i thought i did okay. i didn't get called for any more doubles, my passes were pretty arite. it suucks i dont get to legitimately hit as a setter. other than oversets but those are hacks. we killed paramount tho. their jv sucked balls.

home game tuesday! come after school at the gym [:

okay i dont think i have anything else to say.

a bitch aint one

i think it's the year of the ox

the year of 2008 went by amazingly fast, but i feel that i couldn't have spent it any better.

i wish that i started xanga again earlier this year, so i could've kept track of every little thing and i could look back now and cherish everything even more >:o but i only started doin xanga again around summer break between 9th and 10th grade.

i love love loved freshman year 2007-2008. i think that was the school year that i changed the most, i think [: . education was fsho my first priority in life, then girls. LOL cuz back in middle school my whole life was girls.

it's the school year that i befriended AlexPark<3, i forgot how we got so close but i remember doin a lot of projects wit him for collins. then gradually he's been comin to my house eating my food and we'd be playing video games like RE4 YEE and being gay.

we still do that

alex park HEAVILY influenced my vocabulary and the way i act. which is not always a good thing. but still he's been a really big impact. even wit his GAY ASSS NESS ALL OVER THE PLACE, i love you gookbf

anyways the year 2008 was the year that i started shaving, LOLLLLLL. yay. i did it for winter formal, my first one ever. with alexandria won! kinna awks but i love her cuz she maah ex!

throughout this year i either met keyfriends or got closer to friends that made my year.

like daniel yang. I've known him since 7th grade but we didn't really know each other. we were jus kinna those kids who hung out wit the people more like us. for 3 years we were friends, but jus that kinna friends that say wsup once in a while or nod heads when we see each other around school and what not. haha. i don't think i ever had classes wit him, not this year either. but i think we hung out once during summer, and a tad more when the school year started. by 2nd quarter, we started hangin out QUITE TEH LOTZ cuz we both didn't have a 7th period. that called for man-dates HAHAHHH. we pretty much hung out errday this quarter, hahah with alex but that chingu is too busy cuz of basketball -_______________- even tho daniel didn't spend his new years wit me and alex, i can say

PLLP CHINGU ARASUH BEBOT- GOOK SANDWICH BEBOTGOOKCHINGUS FOR LIFE<3>

he also introduced me to really nice people! like veronica chou, who kinna motivated me to do this blog! she's really super amazingly nice. a caring and considerate friend. shes fun to hang out wit!

through vivianvo, i know ew jk, i met jennifer chang, jennifer quan, and chris im. ima marry jennifer chang and we're gonna live in france but i think we're gonna party it up in holland before that haha. we're already practicing our french [;. jennifer quan is short and spunky, she's super fun to make of but she knows im jus playin around. chris im is a cool guy, with a lot of emotions but i am MANLY in love wit him LOL.

to me getting closer to new people also means you kinna lose or fade away wit your other friends. i've made a lot more friends in whitney, and i know i'm losing my friends from other schools. the term BESTFRIEND is really jus a label now, cuz we barely talk, we don't know each other's lives at ALLL. i can remember talkin to her about every little thing. now we talk like once a month to say " hi bestfriend " and that's it. my friends from cerritos gahr and artesia too, i don't know them like that anymore. cept a certain few who keeps up! like tramy heheh[:

eh i guess i can stay wit my whitney kids, cuz i AM a nerd inside. a nerd with a very big head. BTW big head is not an insult to me i am proud to have a big head D; since 6th grade.

i kinna regret quitting basketball D: kinna not really. wit the free time i got closer to erryone. but volleyball's comin up ! yee!

AND i can't emphasize on how much i enjoy running and chillin wit track people. it's the best team ever. wakin up at 7:30am is well worth it, cuz i benefit from the excersise and i have a lot of fun at the same time. i met a lot of seniors/juniors/freshmen too that i didn't really know. veronicachou, janredondo, shelleyxu, janehan!, dianachen, kevinidkhislastname, kevinhan! :o, javierfigu-something, and etcetc i cant think anymore right now lol. i LOOOOOVE track! but i already chose volleyball :[ but i hopei can still run wit you guys! and be fractionally part of the track family.

a lot of volleyball this sunday! i'm kinna excited nervous-ish i have a lot to work on. but i got juniors to help me improve! dem pros waynechen, my sisters boyfriend who's a really cool guy with a really nice car. kyleliang, and raymond chang, who has a perfect life. haha

if kevin choe read this and didn't find his name anywhere on it i know he'd go apeshit. LOL SO KEVINCHOE I THANK YOU FOR GIVIN ME RIDES TO OPEN GYM EVERY THURSDAY AND TELLIN ME ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE<3>:o

to my friends that i've been close wit for a super long time, thanks for putting up with me. to the special ones.
shannon chang-who i will love forever and a day, no matter how much our relationship fluctuates. youre always my rainbow.
abby ilagan- a really caring and ballin friend. buddy for life even if you try to take daniel away from me.
april guzman and chareena eleazar- bitches. that dont talk to me that much anymore cuz you're both too caught up wit your out of school friends/boyfriends and not ME, your one and only whorebag. i miss our threesomes.
kathleen santiago- youre crazy, one guy at a time.
mimi jeon- please come back. i miss you. and your cute little sister.
jihee yun- >;]]]]]]]]]] youre hilarious. thanks for spending new years wit us! jihee yun mansilla
frances cho- i love you choco, longest friend in whitney >:]
elise engly- youre cute
angeline tran- we're fading, but i know we're always gonna be close no matter what D:
conradopascua- having no classes broke us apart D;
wilfred del mundo- i got the alternative nickname MARVIN from your middle name marvi ;D HAHAH youre tight. desperaux was a gay movie
elle quimpo and sylvia tran- you guys are amazingly nice people. i like our friendships.
frank molinari- i don't know why i'm saying this, and i can't believe i am. you've become a really good person. and a good friend. you helped me a LOTTT this school year. i know i owe you but i won't pay you back in any way LOL jus wit my love<3>peter bae, chuckchan, albert choi, charles duong- you guys are really cool<3>

christmas and birthdays drained out all my CASHMONEYZ$$$. and especially that formal is comin up, but my mom got me covered. [: i love you mom. and i can't wait 'til formal! wit florence buendia! who i know will be a really good date. >:]]]]] im super excited!

everyone else who knows they've impacted my life somehow, especially this year, thank you for being there [:

there's no other way of ending this blog by sayin

THE BEBOT REPRESENTIN' HAHZ OMG WAT

xanga>blogger

i still feel like blogging here anyways. weelll even tho i'm grounded for the weekend, it's not that bad. i actually got time to sit down, chill, and watch tv. and i did more house chores than usual xD. and i actually had time to go on the computer and talk to erryone on aim and stuufff, and it's cool cuz it brings people closer.

including last night, where i violated the 'grounded' rules, and went on the computer; on oovoo 'til almost 4am. HAHHAHHH [: WEBCAMMING IS FUNNN. w/ daniel tangela chuck veronica and steve. it's a killaaa tho i feel weak cuz it took away from my sleep. still fun tho:] SNAPSHOTS ON FACEBOOK!

anyways, i kinna didn't start hw yet. mostly ap human stufff =/

so i think i'ma start now.

BYE!

life hit me with a truck

of chocolate

i swear

so much chocolate yesterday

when im bored i get hungry

and theres a huge bag of candy chillin right there from halloween.

sighhh lol i don't even like chocolate that much.

well life's been good

read my xanga i think it's easier there. haha sorry daniel [: